Who you calling fat?

Ok, so I'm fat....well not as fat as I used to be. My highest weight known was 230, jesus, I was like a linebacker. As of last Tuesday, I weighed 194 lbs. Almost 40lbs, not too shabby if I do say so myself. I wanted to blog to document the 20-30lbs of weight I have left to lose.....
Soooo Day 1:
Well, I wouldn't be fat without my so-called "friends". Yesterday overall was a good day. I met up with my touch football team to play our game (we lost, but I scored a touchdown). After eating all of my flexie points, I was planning on just having some diet coke and a bit of a dinner. Hell, I had 13 points to use. Well...that didn't exactly happen. One flip-cup round after another and I was drunk! I hoped in a cab with two other teammates to head to ANOTHER bar and continued to drink. That led to the burrito the size of my head, and don't forget the side of chips! After that I was toast. I headed home cause I was going to fall asleep at the bar. Well, what else could top off the night? Ben & Jerry. If I couldn't spend it with an actual guy named Ben or Jerry, I was going to spend it with a pint. I can say that I didn't eat the entire carton, but I could have if I didn't fall asleep. Lesson learned, right? Probably not. Everyday is a challenge for me. Getting up and going to the gym, making sure I drink enough water, getting enough calcuim, fruits and veggies. Its a never ending struggle, but I am determined to get to my goal.